Monthly Archives: December 2009

Chasing the Failed Ghosts of the Past

So as we approach the end of 2009 and the beginning of 2010…. Are we just recycling the excitement of the assumption of a better year in the hopes that we will begin again and repeat the cycle over again?  Like a Mobius Strip are we entering the same path over and over?  I am [...]

Maybe a little {hoffen} is what I need.

Maybe this is cheesy, but I just pulled the definition of hope from http://m-w-com.
Here it is:

Main Entry: 1hope
Pronunciation: \hōp\
Function: verb
Inflected Form(s): hoped; hop·ing
Etymology: Middle English, from Old English hopian; akin to Middle High German hoffen to hope
Date: before 12th century
intransitive verb
1 : to cherish a desire with anticipation <hopes for a promotion>
2 archaic : trust
transitive [...]

Have we Failed {hope} or has {hope} Failed us?

[HOPE - Despair] 2 = [Situation]3 / [(Contentment /Loss - Gains) * Self esteem ]

Trans is Shunnning to Music {winter effect}

Unfortunately in Illinois the weather makes it hard to continue painting in an uninsulated shed. So I am working in the music studio.  Nothing all that great right now. Actually pretty frustrating.  Is there a reason that the more frustrated that I am not in the studio the more difficult it is to actually work [...]

Darkness {failed light}

It is not the darkness that I am afraid of
it is living in the darkness forever
the darkness is happy to have me
and I am happy to have it
the light is the miser I can never negotiate
I will never hold on long enough to make it so
there is nothing I can say to take back [...]