October 27, 2010 – 2:36 pm
I had dreams and I had so many memories
and more and more I see less and less of them
it is a corruption of what I had planned with you
its the frayed edges of belief that I can never hem
She says she can’t breathe and I am holding too tight
I could lose everything I once had [...]
October 13, 2010 – 2:13 pm
It’s October. Pinktober… I used to think of Fall and Halloween, and upcoming Thanksgiving and Christmas. Now it’s just the harsh reminder of the divide between those that would like to put breast cancer behind them and those that are more than excited to celebrate survivorship with “Breast Cancer Awareness Month.” Since I feel already [...]
September 29, 2010 – 3:34 pm
Completed 5 pieces:
Visage
Pinktober
Cross My Heart
Painting in a Cave
Dreams of Hawks
I guess I don’t have much to say about this work.
Here is some possible ways to display the series:
September 28, 2010 – 6:09 am
Day 7 of my work commences and I know that the work continues in my head no matter what I do. Today’s work centers around things that I lost and things that I have dreamed about.
Layer 1 and Combined of “Dreams of Hawks”
“Visage” Layer 1, 2, 3 and combined
September 26, 2010 – 7:26 pm
It was nice to get back into the studio again after so many months. So far I am pleased with the work that I have done. I have evolved in my process a little, which only brings me closer to the clinical side of this endeavor. In order to keep the plexi from getting finger [...]
September 3, 2010 – 11:31 am
I haven’t forgotten the sweetness
or the reason we were together
too many things have been taken away
its as if all of creation has become corrupt
with no choice of escaping and it comes in 5 days
with time off for good behavior
The sadness grips me in a different way each time,
Just like my contentment
Or my commitment
What have I [...]
August 17, 2010 – 6:47 pm
The Poisoned error we breathe
venom succored and lain
the serpents tongue and sleeve
creeps its way through again
It’s your Word against mine
So what of something more?
truth like clock measures time
Darkness is not as sure
Bold in every last step
it waived high bravery
in a Cure and concept
but couldn’t watch you bleed
The Feelings have left me
of a little comfort
the known [...]
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I remember when you told me the news I know that there is no turning back
It’s only an option I can’t refuse
You were straight faced with nothing less the words have no meaning
Like a picture taken without a photo lens and I will have to deal with the punishment
Please promise me you won’t die
Even [...]
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I know that there is no turning back
the words have no meaning
and I will have to deal with the punishment
for our lies and the words that have failed
there are some things that we
can never tell the truth about
it is better to lie about fear than
to experience it
what would you do then
to stick a needle in [...]
I remember when you told me the news
It’s only an option I can’t refuse
You were straight faced with nothing less
Like a picture taken without a photo lens
Please promise me you won’t die
Even if the promise was a lie
I cross my heart and hope to die
I knew the truth couldn’t be true
I knew how to [...]