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This is the {Last { and }First} Day of My Life.

This day was not designed to be the day that I reset

the constant reminder of ringing in my right ear

symbols crashing together blurry and unforgiving

no time for the sloppy goodbyes I will see you in a second

missing moments that could happen everyday

waiting for the next day and into the next

there may not be room for love in all this


I don’t feel love

maybe try to be love in form

maybe love is like describing a color

you can never define it, but describe how

it makes you feel and the objects it touches

its reflections and brilliance

This maybe a good time to reflect

on what I would leave behind

what I have yet to create


I wish I could believe that this is okay

that we could stay like this forever

the lie we tell ourselves so that we can accept the truth

Eventually

a void is in fact a space of lacking

it is the space of nothing

occupying the corners of our mind

but I wouldn’t change this day for anything

because it is me and me alone

and I’ll be here a while










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