This day was not designed to be the day that I reset
the constant reminder of ringing in my right ear
symbols crashing together blurry and unforgiving
no time for the sloppy goodbyes I will see you in a second
missing moments that could happen everyday
waiting for the next day and into the next
there may not be room for love in all this
I don’t feel love
maybe try to be love in form
maybe love is like describing a color
you can never define it, but describe how
it makes you feel and the objects it touches
its reflections and brilliance
This maybe a good time to reflect
on what I would leave behind
what I have yet to create
I wish I could believe that this is okay
that we could stay like this forever
the lie we tell ourselves so that we can accept the truth
Eventually
a void is in fact a space of lacking
it is the space of nothing
occupying the corners of our mind
but I wouldn’t change this day for anything
because it is me and me alone
and I’ll be here a while
Tags: creative block, darkness, Failed Poem, Failure, Poems, trying to restart